Take a look at me now

Would you love me now? Would you care enough to be in my life NOW?
Would you use me? Would you break me? Would you put me through more hell?
Take a look at me now.
Am I good enough to be your daughter now? Am I good enough for you to tell me you love me?
Am I strong enough? Have I been through enough to be accepted now?
Take a look at me now.
Go ahead, look in my eyes now. Look at who I am now.
Know that you did this to me. You made me who I am TODAY.
I am strong because of the wall I have had to put up because of you. I am broken because of you.
I am intelligent because of the shit you put me through. I am ignorant for thinking of walking in your footsteps, for somehow believing that would solve my problems.
I am beautiful, I am lovely, I am crazy, and I am wild. Most of all, I am scared out of my mind. I'm am afraid of becoming exactly the person you are. I'm worried that all of my addictive personality came from you and it's now shining through...

<33*angie