Yeah, I know.

Dear Angie,
You knew better. Next time, don't be so stupid.
Love, Your Conscience.

This is one of those things that involve heavy peer pressure and don't turn out at all how you thought they would. This is one of those things that ends up turning out worse than you thought.
It feels like the whole world just came crashing down on me. I've realized so much in one day, my brain is about to hit the Overload button and engage self-destruction.
That and, well, another piece of me seems to have disappeared.