It doesn't matter if it's words, sounds, smells, or people; certain things send me spiraling back to my past...
People say we only have one life to live, so live it up, don't regret anything, and just make the best of everything, right? Well so much for that. I have many regrets. I'm human. I don't care how many regrets you think you don't have, there's always going to be one inside somewhere.
I've admitted mine many times over. I regret never telling you... I regret never allowing me heart to... I regret ever saying... Why didn't I ever....
Regrets in turn, become hates. I hate seeing... I hate not being able to... I hate that I...
And that makes everything all the more hard.
I hear someone say a name and...BAM a million memories come flooding into my mind. I can hardly stand it any longer.
Sometimes...it's easy to ignore. Sometimes...it hurts so horribly I don't think I'll ever be repaired.
Unfortunately, regrets are mistakes you just have to learn to live with...
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