I know that i've got issues but you're pretty messed up too...

I'm the type of girl that has a mind that you'll never know exactly what's going on in it.

You'll never understand precisely what my thoughts mean.
You'll never know how many times you cross my mind a day.

You'd never guess how much of what you say, I constantly think about.
You'd never guess how confused I am about my own thoughts and feelings.

Maybe I shouldn't think about the past beacuse that's exactly what it is, The Past.
Maybe I shouldn't think about the past beacuse we're forever in the present.

Would you realize how much I really love you?
Would you realize how messed up these next few years will be because of that?

You'll never understand that's exactly what I want.
You'll never understand that I prefer all the messed up things to get to you, than all the good things to get to someone else.

You'd never guess how scared I am for all that's going on.
You'd never guess how much of my heart you'll forever hold.

Maybe I shouldn't think about what's going to happen with us because what is meant to be will always be.
Maybe I shouldn't think about what's going to happen with us because that could be the ruin of this all.

Would you realize how much I need you?
Would you realize how much I can't live without you?

and...
Would you realize... how much of what I say, do, write, think is purely dedicated to you?

<33*angie