Depressing thought of the night

I remember when I knew where I needed to be was in your arms. I miss our conversations about how we were going to spend the rest of forever together. I wish I could be that sure still, but 900 miles and 1 year away, I just don't know. More than anything, I want you to come back still loving me, and I want to still be in love with you, but we've changed so much over the past year, both of us, that I can't see our future as clearly anymore. It scares me because you've always been that one thing in my life that I could be absolutely sure of. I'm brought to tears because I simply have no idea who I am without you, but I seem to be moving farther and farther away from you...