Futuristic

I really need something to do right now besides read, which I've done too much of lately, blog, which I've also done too much of, and be on Facebook which I've DEFINITELY done too much of lately.
If it wasn't too late and I didn't have two little ones sleeping in the next room over, I'd be baking cookies, or playing the piano. I'd being doing something I miss doing...
Or maybe I wouldn't. Maybe I'd still be sitting here thinking of a way to be noticed by you, or maybe I'd be sleeping. I don't know. I'm exhausted.

Someone remind me not to have kids unless I know I'll have a really strong and able bodied husband to do all the heavy lifting. Goodness knows lifting a 6 month old and 2 year old around all day wears you out.

I hate not knowing what comes next. Never knowing when your reason for living right now might be snatched out from under you and sent back to a place where they might not survive is kind of discouraging. I mean really, why care in the first place?

I'm just grateful for what I have now and for what I'm working on in my future. We'll see where it takes me.  Kinda wish I would be getting married soon though.

SO there's a bunch of randomness for the night.
Enjoy.
--Angie