Out with it

I need to blog,

about what, I don't know.

I just know I need to.

So I'm just going to let it all out. 

All of my feelings of today, yesterday, and tomorrow.

I miss being in love, and I just don't know if I'm there anymore.

Or maybe I'm in love with the past.

"I'm afraid that I gotta what I gotta do
But if I let you go, where you gonna go?"

This lyric sums up my life today.

If I'm not in love anymore, I want to be.

I want to be in love, but there's a catch.

I want to be in love without being expected to get married.

19. That's how old I am. 

20. That's how old I would be when I get married

if people's plans stay the same.

Too young. I want my own life for a while.

"I'm afraid that I gotta what I gotta do
But if I let you go, where you gonna go?"

I don't want to lose what I've got going, 

but if I do what I need to,

I will.

Maybe I shouldn't share this with the entire world,

but I will because it'll make me feel better.