My best friend left five months ago.

I've been dating him for three years practically.

He won't be back for 19 months.

He kept my head above water.

He loved me, he took care of me.

He still does.

He's basically the best human being ever,

so no, I won't get over him, and yes, 

he's my boyfriend and it will stay that way

until we get married.

Yeah, this is difficult for me, 

and it gets worse each and ever day.

Don't tell me to suck it up,

and don't tell me to let it go.

I love him with all that I've got<3