Vulnerable

I'm going home this weekend.

I feel like Seth is going to be there.

I feel like I'm going to stop by his house,

curl up in a little ball on his bed

with him right next to me.

I feel like maybe I'll hear his voice

and I'll be okay.

It doesn't feel like I have anything 

to go back to.

It doesn't feel like I should 

even go home

or call it home.