One More for Love

I'm seeing girls or hearing about girls everywhere that already have their missionaries back.

Or girls that are within days of having theirs back

It all seems unfair and awkward.

Unfair because why the heck can't I already have mine. 

I just can't seem to come to terms with him leaving.

Awkward because these people haven't seen each other for two years.

They don't really know what to do, what to say, how to react...

In some cases, they've both changed significantly.

I don't want that happening, not at all. 

I want it all to stay the same.

I want to be as in love with him and him with me as the day we fell.

I don't want to give that up.

Don't get me started on "everything happens for a reason".

It seems that's only the case in crap situations.

I want to be sure.

Forever.

And stuff.