Is it wrong for me to want someone to waltz into my life and make this feeling go away?  I feel torn apart in every direction, from the inside, on the outside, everywhere.  I can't seem to shake this feeling that something is going to go terribly wrong in these next two years.  Everyone has been telling me how quickly the time is going to go, but they're just not in my situation right now.  I want someone to walk into my life and keep him off my mind for 24 months.  I just want to feel complete and not like there's a ginormous black hole sucking my existence into nothing.