Probably in every possible way you can be sick.
I'm so emotionally and physically exhausted and it's about to get worse with my upcoming Senior Year.
Don't get me wrong. I'm excited to be a senior, to finally be getting on with my life. The present, however, is so packed with random things popping up requiring more and more attention than before.
It doesn't really help that I've gotten a grand total of 22 hours of sleep in...what? Two weeks? And I haven't slept in my own bed for about four weeks.
Maybe. Just maybe, what I need is ONE, that's all I ask. ONE. calm week.
No running around like a chicken with it's head cut off. No sitting in a car 10 hours a day for two weeks. No crying myself to sleep over stupid reasons that shouldn't even exist. No stupid reasons to cry myself to sleep.
I just want one week where I can be content, think happy thoughts, rid myself of any bad feelings, and maybe eat a quart of ice cream without gaining weight(:
But, as that's not happening in the near future, I'll deal with this crazy, messed up, sometimes hard to live life to the best of my abilities.
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